Chaos–Life, Death, and Awakening

“Chemtrails, or better called by their scientific name “stratospheric aerosol injections,” are releasing literally billions of sub-micro or nano-particles, of which aluminum is among the worst, not just for climate engineering [so, you believe that man-made CO2-based climate is actually happening], but, as these invisible particles are falling to earth, they are polluting the water, soil, air, plants, animals, slowly poisoning humans with toxins, gradually culling humanity, we don’t even notice; fulfilling Dennis Meadow’s wish, “relatively painless.””

“That’s the plan.” — Peter Koenig, Global Research

The most important thing is the awakening.

Lately, I haven’t been producing articles here regularly and there are a number of reasons. One of them (not the only one) is that I have dived headfirst into the issue of geo-engineering which covers a myriad of topics–weather modification, cloud seeding, chemtrails/contrails, atmospheric pollution, stratospheric aerosol injections of unknown particulate matter, weaponizing the weather¹, HAARP², directed energy, etc. Holy cow! This subject is far, far deeper than I had imagined and I am only beginning to understand that I have just scratched the surface of the information available. If my name was Eve, it would be as if I had just taken the first bite of The Apple and instantly turned on the flood of knowledge.

Nevertheless, since I am a firm believer in knowing the truth and then acting on it, I cannot sit by idly and allow someone else to practice these things without restriction. If my name was Jeremiah, it would be as if the words of Truth were bottled up within my soul and I have to let them out or I will burst and die, which probably is more accurate than it seems on the surface. If I do not speak out against something when it is plainly evil, but keep quiet and do nothing to contain it, then I have consigned myself to a spiritual death of indifference and selfishness, living only for the moment and myself, never caring about the future of the world’s environment and its people.

And, I simply cannot watch those jet planes expel those white streaks criss-crossing the sky above me without wondering what they are spewing out. And, I want answers. And, those answers will not come unless they are demanded. And, to get them will take effort.

In just a few weeks, I will reach my 68th birthday. In those years past, I have made numerous attempts to change the world for the better (according to my lights) and have failed every time at making any significant and noticeable effect.

Running for state office as a Libertarian in my early 20’s, knowing absolutely nothing about how a campaign was structured and getting whipped badly in the election. But I learned a lot from the mistakes made.
Organizing an anti-abortion cohort in my early 30’s, which was initially fairly successful, and from which I had to withdraw due to intense trouble at home. But I learned a lot from the mistakes made.
Actively resisting the COVID regime from just a few years ago and encouraging others to stand up and be counted. Many Saturday afternoons were spent out in front of the public, drawing their attention to the fraud that was being perpetrated on them and many articles have been published here³, almost from the very beginning, until it was evident that the immediate crisis had passed, at which a deep breath was taken and the search for another issue began. And I learned a lot from the mistakes made.

Hence, the plunge into the current issue.

Of all the mistakes made, one stands out. In nearly everything else I have ever done, I can honestly say that it was done for my own benefit, my own glory, to be seen as “somebody”, to be recognized and praised, in my own strength. Needless to say, it has not been an easy road and there were many times where the “grinding of the mill” was excruciating, but necessary, to break my stubborn, obstinate desire to be my own boss and to go my own way. Today, I have the distinct understanding that God is in control and that what I say and do must be subjected to His will and for his purposes and glory. I live and die at His discretion. My attitude has changed in so many ways and I am now seeing things from a very different perspective. If my name were Paul, it would be as if a Damascus road moment has occurred. Unfortunately, the residual effects of a lifetime spent in selfishness is not easily overcome and there will be moments when “things” have to faced and addressed, but confession, repentance, and surrender are coming more readily than in the past.

This foray into geo-engineering is likely to be my last “hurrah” and when it is over, if I am still alive and able, I will probably end my days philosophically digging deeper and deeper into the meaning of life and how I relate to it, but I’m not there yet. I still have material work to do. Regardless of what it takes, I am trusting God to give me wisdom, understanding, and strength to do that work, and I am expecting good things to arise from it. Two things are certain. My faith is growing and I will not shrink back from doing what has been placed on my shoulders. This is a do or die situation and I have no idea where it will end, but that is not going to prevent me from carrying on.

Focus. The direction of the next phase has been set and there will be articles published at this blog which explain the journey. If you are a praying person, I could use your prayers.

To end this, it is fitting to bring Peter Koenig back into the conversation.

“Humanity is attacked from all sides and angles. Most do not even notice. Sorry, it is just nature but will get better. No, it won’t. Not by itself. Freedom, though a human right, can only prevail as such, if we, humans, work or fight for it daily.” — ibid.

Absolutely true. What are we waiting for?